My life without you

I lost you on the second day of senior year. You were my mother when you adopted me when I was only 13 months old. Now, I have lost both of my mothers. You were my anchor throughout life and I truly miss you. You were supposed to come to my graduation which is in a month, you were supposed to walk me down the aisle, meet my future kids. You were just supposed to live forever. I also know you needed to go because you were in so much pain. On the last day you told me that I looked beautiful and that you loved me. I finally realized that that was your goodbye to me and I thank you for that. You were an amazing mother, grandma, and friend. You will be forever missed. I just wish I could have another mother who was truly as good as you.